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shit I have to say

I don’t know how to explain it, I’ve been having trouble. It’s only been a week and some change, but I can feel those old habits and mindsets settling into to my daily life and I’m fighting to take control of it before it takes control of me. I am silly - it’s all so silly. That’s exactly what I need to avoid. I don’t have the motivation to say anything, really. I’m forcing it.

Today was hard.

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