I’ve never let go of anyone. not one person, not one that made an impact or hung around for more than a week. they’re all still here, and they all still rest in the back of my mind. and it doesn’t matter how long ago it was that I saw them because I know that if they came back, I wouldn’t know what to do or say or think. I just don’t know how. I mean, I know how, I’ve heard it all. You just move on or something? I don’t know. It never applies well and shit here I am, five deep. Stuck. I’m never going to get anywhere like this.