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shit I have to say

I feel better about things, overall. And I hope I’m not jinxing them in saying that. I just want to feel 100% secure, even though I know, no one can provide me that.

I’m happy that I’m getting my friends back. Or perhaps I’m just allowing myself to reestablish those relationships. Trying to round everything out.

There are still things that I do not understand, that revolve around your selfishness or naivety.